I look at this picture, and I know she looks like me. I know that I own those clothes, but I do wonder...
IS THAT ME?!
My shoulders are shrinking, my upper body is getting smaller and smaller.
Yet, as true as that may seem, I still sometimes feel as big as what I did 3 1/2 years ago. It could be similar to those who lose a limb. It's like Phantom Pain. Even though the weight is not there, it still feels like it is.
Last night, when I got home (around 1120pm or so), I looked at myself in the mirror in the elevator. And I still think I am as big as what I was way back when. Then I look at pictures like this one, and I have to think twice.
It's a nice reminder, a reality check I suppose. It reminds me of where I was, and where I have come.
I look at this picture, and I know she looks like me. I know that I own those clothes, but I do wonder... 
